It is something i absolutely loath.
I hate feeling as if my heart is going to explode any minute.
Thursday morning i had an EKG done…everything turned out fine and helped to put my mind at rest…..for a day.
I’m still having chest pain…still feeling it in my left arm.
Still dont know if i’m the one thats doing it to myself or if i’m physically sick.
Maybe its all of these life changes i’ve been going through…i hate it.
I wish my anxiety was different than it is right now, almost like it used to be where i would feel sick. Instead of feeling like i’m going to have a heart attack.
I need prayer.
I need to lean on the Lord.
I dont say this to get sympathy…..really a lot of people DONT read this so it’s really just me trying to quietly vent out my frustration.
man.
I hate this.
